Friday, September 9
i'm freaking scared. mel oh mel, why couldn't you remember that it was supposed to be hush-hush? i tried to keep it low for a reason. oh well. nevermind. i guess you thought i'd tell everyone.. nevermind. i'm telling janet tonight. at 10. i hope she doesn't get mad that i didn't tell her earlier. i hope she won't have a huge huge reaction and make me feel like an idiot all over again. sighhhhhhhhh.
today's been such a bad day somehow. seems like all the bad things had to happen on one day. oh please may this day end well.
it must've been love.
7:04 pm
xoxo
